“The Abyss.” I close my eyes from this world around me, only to see the darkness deep within me. I fall deeper within the doors of my heart and find the Abyss that compasses me about. No endings or searching of its infinite passages, as the darkness covers my total...

Suffering Addict My friend let me just say I am not a professor of suffering but I’ve been through my share. Let me just share what suffering is-agony, affliction, distress, intense pain and sorrow those are just a few we will talk about. When my mother had me as a...

Looking back at my life it is amazing that I made it though it.. I have been in 4 serious car accidents where I walked away. I have fell off bridges and broken bones. I’ve overdose more that 5 times. I’ve tried suicide several times but I managed to walk away. There...

Knowing Gods Will During these times that I would exercise my mind to do evil, the enemy was in the shadow accusing and even laughing at me. The mind isn’t meant for this type of growing. The mind is given, so that, a man would grow in the knowledge and Understanding...

Remission I was born December 25, 1964 on a very cold morning. I grew until the age of 12. Something didn’t feel right with my life. I was so shy and didn’t want to socialize like most of my classmates did.When I was in the 6th...

Fear of Living Normal During this time of my Life I was again trying to live a normal life, but I was determined much more this time and I had a greater understanding of the Will of God. I was drug free and obedient as I could possibly be at this time. I had committed...

TIME FOR CHANGE Chance, Choice and Change comes to us all, if we are still alive physically. If a man is still alive and is not dead physically, the man can Change for the better, if he is willing for change. Today I can say this with a greater confidence; if a man is...